Hey! I wanted to share this with you guys.
This is the first time I do this, sit down and write. I do not how to get started.
I think that thoday is a good day t speak about how I discovered a part of me. It began when I was thirteen. I always knew I was different, I used to feel different things. I remember a great person at school, she used to take care of us during our lunch break. She always said that people should be bisexual because it allowd people to be free loving anybody. Actually, I think she was right, people should be able to love.
During that time I already felt something "unusual". When I turned fourteen things changed a lot. I met a guy who opened my eyes. First I thought I just wanted to be his friend and that was the reason my heart was going so fast. But that was not the reason, I fell in love. He wasn't gay... I got so confused and that showed me that I had no friends, all of them went ayay of me. All that continued untill I left that school.
I could not accept it at all so I became a very shy person. I was scared.
I have never told formally that I was gay but some poeple detected. The summer of 2011 I changed, for better. I still was shy but became a better student. I had to say no to have someone for a while and act like I didn't care. I did care, but after all those years being bullied that was the only way I found.
Now I want to be open, meet a guy who likes me and share time and things with him.
You know? I remember all this story and I wouldn't change anything, something that gay poeople have is that we have many stories that make us stringer.
IT FEELS GOOD! GOOD TO WRITE, TO SHARE IT. THAT'S WHY I LOVE ENGLISH LANGUAGE. IT ALLOWS ME TO SAY WHATEVER I FEEL, SOMETHING I CAN'T DO IN SPANISH.